Pardon my recent lapse from writing. It seems that I can’t devote my energy to two things at once. Lately I have been focused on a lot of Bible reading—like finishing the Bible in 3 months (I’m only 15 days in). It has required reading anywhere from 10-15 chapters per day. This has resulted in some early mornings and/or late nights, but it has been so beneficial and refreshing to my soul. It has really allowed me to see the Bible as one large story instead of a collection of individual stories, and some of the infamously difficult passages are not that intimidating after all (think Numbers 31:17-18). You should try it.
Anyway, I came across this passage this morning in Deuteronomy 28 and I just couldn’t pass up writing about it:
65…there the Lord will give you an anxious mind, eyes weary with longing, and a despairing heart. 66 You will live in constant suspense, filled with dread both night and day, never sure of your life.
This passage is a warning to Israel of their mental anguish if they choose not to trust the LORD and disobey his commands.
These verses explain everything from the middle school boy who has low grade nervousness in gym class, to the high school girl who cuts herself, to Caitlyn Jenner. On some level, this list of mental distresses grips us all. Our society chalks it up to mental disorders and chemical imbalances. But God teaches us that it’s a result of putting our faith in things that fail us. I’m not dismissing the validity of mental illness and chemical imbalances, but spiritual problems can often lead to physical ailments. We ought not settle for a self-help book, a pill, or gender reassignment to help us feel better. Here is one of the great lies of our culture: Our anxiety, depression, fear, etc. is not a spiritual issue. It is physical in its entirety and should be treated the same as cancer, a broken bone, or the common cold.
*For clarity, I’m not opposed to prescribing medication for depression, anxiety, etc. I am opposed to accepting that medicine is the go-to fix for mental anguish.*